Playing the game

Hey crew

It has been a while since the last Peru update and much has happened on the journey. All in all it has been mostly positive I am happy to report.

As I sit here now I am feeling the strain of this process and so is Mum. Especially after this last week which I will share with you now.

It is amazing in this place, the people and the influences and what draws them together on an energetic level. This I realize is general in life. Some people are brought in to nurture your experience and others are brought in to test you. Be it tolerance or acceptance they stand there clear as day reflecting who YOU really are.

As we are experiencing such heighten sensitivity as a result of working with these medicines plants these sensations are multiplied by hundreds it feels especially when it is happening on a daily basis. It can really start to take it out of you.

Saying this, it is a revelation also to really see and feel these very patterns. Breaking them down and being shown a relationship that is possible with the self.

I am boldly speaking as a collective here because these are the kinds of conversations I am having with people who are doing the similar work in the jungle. Be it having one Ayahuasca ceremony as they pass through on their tourist trail or people whom like us have committed to creating a bond with the medicines to cure all aspects of themselves and their relationship with spirit, Mother earth and her living creatures. Some get it and some don't.

It is all perfect it seems.

I didn't say easy of fun, but perfect.

So this week after five frustrating days for Mum dealing with hospitals and Doctors the news today is that Lakshmi has had a CT scan here in Iquitos. We were curious about the amount of shrinkage of the tumors and wanted to compare a scan now from the ones she had six months ago. It was an initial feeling that this could be the time it may take for a curing. Also to show Otilia and Dr Jose who we had met three months ago interested in seeing Mum after this period of working with the plants and Otilia.

Mum was left a little disappointed as the tomography did not give accurate measurement just guidelines of the tumors size. However what was shown to be clear was that the Metastases (small alive cancer) on the left lung has been DEACTIVATED. This was the word the doctor used and he stated this to be very hopeful and positive news. On the report they had re labeled the Metastases a Granuloma. (Meaning that the active tumor on the lung had started to calcify)

It has been very clear to Mum, myself and Oitilia that there is shrinkage of the tumor in her left breast from the work conducted with these natural practices in the jungle. So we are very confident in the curing process working so far.

The interesting thing that I noticed and would like to share is that as soon as Mum got involved with more medical intervention her frustration and fears arose, She was exposed to cancer photos, language of unfavorable diagnosis mixed in with chaotic energies of cities and hospitals gradually broke her down. She went from this powerful vibrant jungle Jane to a frail and frazzled vessel in a very short time. So we wont be doing that again. Hmmmm!!! What is that saying you reckon?

You will be happy to know she is back out in the Jungle now. Back in nature with her plant friends nature spirits. Everyone knows how good you feel in nature.

Bottom line is that the jungle and the plants have been caring for her so well that it would be ridicules for her to return home now and face all of these hospital energies back in Sydney. As grueling as her jungle routine is this is the choice she has made and her dedication to the work has very much humbled me as I have been attempting to do my own work. The jungle is a hard place. She wants to return home totally clear of this cancer as planned. I couldn't agree more and I will be here supporting her and this decision all the way no matter long how it takes.

I am so ready to come home and be with you all again but cancer is still present and it could even take up to a year realistically.

Donna Otilia cured herself of a cancer some years back and it took her over a year to do so. I have heard from other Shaman's this work taking up to 6 to 8 months at best.

It is coming up to the 6 month mark for Lakshmi and I personally was hoping this would have been the time to come home as I had booked our return date for the 2nd of July. wishful thinking really. Can you blame me. Bottom line is we can return now and Lakshmi can be given some dried herbs and continue massaging the tumor and do the work herself. But very honestly that is not the same thing as having a very nurturing environment like she has here and an on tap plethora of fresh plants to diet on.

So it looks like we are staying funds depending.

Sending love to all from the Amazon.

Roberto